Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i am afraid to look at that person staring bk at me
Days have passed and my love for u lasted
But i never have thaought that you.
Will ever hurt me in this way
What happened along the way
what a fool i dont know bout tomorrow.
Now there is nothing left for me
But just those post cards and memories of us.
Everytime i think bout it, those tears stir.
Those plans that we made
under that shaddy tree.
i think aboutall we said
And the lives we lead.
Missing the love that you gave me
Like a glove that protected my life
Looking at the mirroe
Staring at my broken dreams.
I wonder if you still care.
If you still love me
But who is gonna answer this question
no one. no one.
I have been hurt enough the scares that stained
blood that dripped
I never wanna face relaity again.

life is a dream
nics.- 30th may06

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;