Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

If love was to be said as a mistake
The biggest mistake is falling and loving you.
But never did I regret any of my actions

I love you so much I forgot myself
I live in you. so please just do me right
like how you would do to yourself
Remembering that time I fell so hard for you
and tried to erase you off my mind

I cant. it is like the ghost of mine
haunting me down the game of life
Those smudged mascaras and eye liners
reflect how life goes for me
Till the day you came by
picking me up from the rain outside

Making me feel warm again
Time may solve anything on earth
but not the love I have for you
Staring out of the frosted window frames

Telling myself that I will never give up on you
My love will never die I promise.
no matter how hard it takes
How pain it goes
I will love you

-nics- 29 may o6

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;