Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Late at night
I laid on my bed
Thinking of u and the times we had
Those times when u took my hand and held it tight
Walking along the beach
With the tights so high
Hoping that the sun won’t set
Everything was fine
Till the day u came by
Telling me that everything was lie
Tears came by,feeling up my eyes
U broke my heart just like that
U made life so hard for me
So meaning less as time goes by
But one thing that I will remember
Is the times we had
That time u were my everything
But when I look back
It was just me trying to imagine everything
I realized everything was a fairytale
Not real
I tried to stop thinking about u. I can’t
But I know that as time goes. by u’re gonna fade off my mind
And when things go wrong. not the way I want it to be
I have to be strong.

-nics- 29 may 06

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;