Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006



walking in the world
i see trouble through my eyes
those little secrets & dirty little lies
there is no way out of this darkness
sometimes i just want to run far away
run to somewhere which i can choose
between heaven or hell.
seeing those mascara smuding
i see myself falling through the
game of life.
down the streets guys play girls
like i play barbiie dolls
but they just never pay the price.
the sorrow in the girls is just another
part of their life.
the world is so damaged
like how i am now
you can never change it
it is too late
just do what's right
and look through my eyes.


-nics- 29 may o6

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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