Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

maybe bath room walls aren't that nice to hug anymore.
i miss you so much but you just never know
why. coz you are always so busy with your stupid games.
so you thinks it is so cool to game and just throw me there n leave me in this corner
with the nick name of
it is over.
you told me you missed me
but yeah. which actions of yours shows.
why don't you just tell me into my fucking face instead of draggin my time.
yeah maybe you say it's already over long ago.
but please don't tell me that you miss me making my hopes so high.
yeah maybe it was just my illusions

yeah have not been blogging for so long. wells just did not have the mood to .

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;