Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, June 05, 2006

you promised me you wont hurt
you promised me you wont lie
but every action of yours just breaks my heart into pieces
i know that there won't be garauntees or promises in life
unles i make it
i did. i tried so hard. but you just wont stay
you were that black rose which layed on the pool of red roses
with the promise of not having torns to prick me.
i willingly took care of you and showered love into your life
but as days passed those torns started to appear.
pricking those fingers with blood dripping through.
then finally i realeased that i have to let go.
all the hell that you have put me through
and those empty promises.
you tore me into pieces with those nasty torns of yours.
and when my wound is still raw. you sprinkled salt on it.
throwing sand into my eyes causing me to cry.
i really dont want to face it.
i wished i was cinderella. running with the missing show.
but nw... im already running with my broken fairy tale.

-nics- 5 june.
ilu-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;