Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, July 10, 2006

i had school todae... as usual ... but i slept in klass coz... i m just too tired. i had a big big big huge huge major major arguement with my mother which lead mie to not wanting to go home so ... after sch i went to bedok den city hall . hmm... i was at city hall alone. yeaps yeaps... coz nth matters alreadie i guess... home just empty.... it used to be filled with warmth n sweetness, but .. what can i say? people change... andit is never the same anymore. im starting to slack although i know i have exams at the end of the year which will determine which stream i will be going to . but, too complicated, it somehow just cant go into my head that it is important i really dont know wad to do.

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YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;