Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, July 07, 2006

it's a fridae...
070706.
nice number...but, it just carries too many hard memories unable to b fergotten. o wells... i enjoyed wastin away my life wif u n im still wastin my life nw... but, alone? it never seems so much fun animore coz there's no one to share the joy n pain i have to go through in life. i admit defeat ... i lost it all to u ... u won everything n took it away. but... have u ever thought of the pain that i will go through after every word u sae n every action u took? it was fun at first but, slowli the pain just goes under my skin n hurts mi like hell. all u did was stand there.. everyone did too... no help i have ever gotten ... yeah maib 7 or 8 friends that were always there for mie but all the rest? i support u was wad u all said. they just stood there waittin fer me to act every little thing out . but i could not do it all by myself. i swear. every dae passes by ... n eevry memory of ours just slipped away in ur mind leaving mi in anxiety. 6 friends hu were always there... called me not to gloat over this coz... it's never worth it im glad they old me so ... n i jsut love them the way they are.

nics
#070706.
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YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;