Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

yes yes.... i haven been blogging since... so many days ago.

today, i went to church ... my leader was preeching... he preeched bout how God made miracles in his life & how we have to save ple to have eternal life. With the experience of my own wif God, i was totally amazed how God could do beyond our thinkings. There, i sat listening n listening... then something just strucked me. My grandparents aren't christian... and my dadie, mumie backslyed coz of their busy time schedules. It's time to save them...coz i wana c them in heaven wif eternal life...i don't wana die and go up to heaven not seeing any of my family members...God created life and even wen we die... we are sent to heaven where we have eternal life. there's no death when u believe in God. Have anyone ever wondered how heaven really looked like? in my eyes, it's lyk a palace of white cleared shinny pearled floor, with diamonds, ruby, great people that served God. & much much more things you can imagine. our g0od is a God of miracles. who wants to not see their loved ones in heaven? nobody right?
it's just time to reach out and have the heart to pray for others to accept God in ther lives.

-nics-
270706.
B'LIVE 180.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;