Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, August 04, 2006

he hasn't been bloggin...

i sat down ... thought to myself, thinking about everything that has passed me through and all that i've been through. having great friends all around me, how much does it really take just to forget him, to just let him get out of my mind, to let go...? perhaps, nothing can b compared to my friends all around me, everytime giving me support and strength to really motivate me just to go on in life. it's like they are telling me, i dont need a guy to live life. it's true anw. they were always there for me when i needed them the most, always checking me out and askin if i was okay. im just glad to know they are there. n i love dem all. no one can take away my friends not even him. but ... isit really so easy to ferget him ... just to ferget him?

-nics-
4 aug 06.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;