Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, August 06, 2006

i din have much to blog this few days. maib i just din have the mood and i feel veri sick n tired of everything that life has given me. todae, i lied on my bed, thinkin that i have sinned so much yet God was there to forgive and forget. there's this phrase pastor said" we all can forgive but we cant forget unlike God he forgives and forgets after you prayed and ask him for forgiveness." isn't God jsut amazing? he loves us so much he sent his veri own son to die for us and cleanse our sins with his blood. haii. o wells... praise the Lord. (:

this few daes everything seemed so fast... so near yet so far. i had my math exam n i think i knd of screwed it. and sometimes i just felt that things are runnin to fast in my mind. i still love him yet i can't do anything just sit there n just LOOK AT DEM HAPPY . every post was bout him i guess n ...im sick n tired of it oreadie. *crys*

-nics-
06 aug 06

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;