Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

what was life all about? ... i missed those day ):
the untold lies, secret behind everything & all that drips on the floor.
this feeling that is always inside me...
my soul cries out...
i've always told myself to gorget everything
but is it that easy afterall? after everything that has happened and every blood that dripped on the floor .
yes...freedom is what we live for, but that feeling just cuddles me in my on room, i dont dare to touch, i dont dare to love.
my life turned into ashes and my joy turned into tears.
once i thought i had everything in life but was i so wrong that you made me felt this way.
im losing something in life everyday...
every single day.
i'm running out of time and im still on the track of life...
i don't know what i am doing now...
i really don't know...
im just so lost... so lost.

-nics-
290806.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;