Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, September 08, 2006

" but i dont want anyone to leave me alone here"

many times.... others never know how we feel on the inside.
how we cry so loud and just unknowingly shuts the door, locks it so to make sure that its safe all alone in the little corner.
have you ever felt this way when you were crying so painfully and wonders why isn't anyone knocking on your locked door to ask you what is wrong?
the untold feeling is just like wanting to cry alone but yet wanting somebody to be there and does not want anyone to leave you in that little corner... im sure many times we have felt hat way... but ... if we never open that lock door and locked heart.... no one will ever know how you really feel

-nics-
080906

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;