Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i thought that i was so ~~over~~ you.

im broken and im cold...
i layed there likea shattered piece of glass then... suddenly something hit me on the back in the strange sense of darkness.

nothing was ever right without you
that burden in my heart cries for you...
your heartbreak was like a key that locked my heart up
i didn't dare to love no more...
in your eyes i was a transparency
but dwelling in your existance gave me happiness
& although i sw hundred and thousands of sour lemons within me ,
the hurt did not pierce through me and i was still capable to give u a smile.
but all that i want is to see you happy.

-nics-
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YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;