Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

if i layed here, would you promise that you'll lay with me?
time passed so fast it's a year again ...
we'll do it all tonight... eevrything that we want to do but time just passed us..
i never know how to say how i feel for you.
those three words, said too much...
just forget everything... forget the world
it's not too late to chase back what we have lost.
let's waste time looking at stars.
show me something that i have never seen in life
show me the way to get high....
all this while ,im so plastic with lies
i dont even know where im heading to in life.
someday, somewhere we have to part our ways i assure.
but i don't want to see the things i have to be vanished into thin air so fast.
i want to be a kid, the innocence and the purity they have in them ..
those smiles that are true...

-nics-
020906.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;