Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

maybe from today onwards, i will be the only one alone walking on the track of my life.
so sour.... worst then a hundred rotten lemons.
till this day, what am i in your eyes?
this question was asked on my mind everytime i start to talk to you.
maybe its too late, you've got that special someone.
will it ever be the same again after u have her?
will you be there to share my problems?
will you be there to hear me cry and sit there to say words of comfort juat to make me feel all right?
i don't know... i really don't know..
my memories hunt me everyday... and i just want it to dissappear.
nothing left to say ...
you're that special someone in my life,
i just want to hug you tight and cry...

-nics
060906

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;