Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, November 17, 2006

he came home today ... & he gave me a fucking scolding which lead me to shout at him and everything... he got very mad when i shoutted at him so... for the very first time in my life, he shouted at me so angrily .

he even told me this" from today onwards, im not your dad...don't call me daddy." now, u can tell how serious was that right?

after hearing that i hesitate for a while and ran out of the house with my wallet but not my hand phone, this prevented them from calling me.... i ran to my nearby bus stop n lend a phone to call silly pig... but before i could contact him... they came running after me. so yeah...

i didn't want to go home and everything so they called up the police... wtf right? yes... so i started screaming and everything... so fucking loudly that people around the bustop looked at me.

they only stopped when i said i'll go home.

when i reached home i nv talked to them or anything. (:
but silly pig called me *cheers* ... he asked if i was the one screaming and he was like..."wtf so loud" ... there he consoled me and made me laugh haha....sweet right. than later... he went drinking... wheeee.

misses him.

-nics-
181106-

frm this day...i wont have a ada thou u have a daughter... i wont call u father or dad no matter how bad i want to. im sorry, but u've hurt me enough by what u said .

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;