Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

i fucking had no mood to wake up today... coz i slept late yesterday night... but... i had no choice coz i really cant sleep again even though i tried rolling on my bed for half an hour, it didn't work... & yes the most i can sleep until is 10 oclock unless i slept at 5am in the moring, tt'd b another story...
so... i dragged myself to the toilet to wash up. ahh yes ):
after that ... hazel called me...(yay!!) she was working at pp so she asked me to accompany her to talk on the fone a while... yeah i did , but after a whle i had to go for class so yeah ... i hanged up n thought that i could lik visit her after my class, but ... my mum didn't let me to ): ... AHHHHHHHHHHH

yes... so... forget it lah! my class fin at bout 1 smth lidat ... bout there... den i went home, my mood was so fucked up ... pms i guess... wadever* i din know why i was so moody as well ... >< color="#6666cc">fall alseep AGAIN ... silly pig called and asked if i wana go over. aft much persuing an what so ever u call it, my mum let me go ... HAHA! at first i wanted to change my mind to find hazel, but i guess it was kind of late & i think she went home or smoething aready ... ><

whee.... we watched cartoon at silly pig's house... so funny... we laughed so much lorh ... =x . finally after a few days.... i gt to c silly pig! *cheers* i had dinner over there as well & after that, silly pig sent me back home while that naughty kid went drinking with friends --,

too bad im underage ):

-nics-
111006.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;