Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

just to tell myself that i've love u-

today was a DAY . haha. im happy (: -

i had math tuition , actually i wasn't suppose to have it coz my teacher wanted to bring me out for lunch and have a break how nice eh? but..... i din want to go coz i was fucking tired...

so i had TUITION INSTEAD hahaha. after tuition, i went straight to bed & i suddenly felt so dam fucking lousy... i dnt know why but yes... i know i've let my parents down ... by doing what i was doing earlier few days ago. yeah the way dad got mad at me... i tried to explain why i was doing that but, i couldn't coz i guess they dont want to listen. so, i layed dwn there & i started to tear. & i thought to myself... maybe i shld change the way i am & my attitude as what hazel told me. hazel has helped me through this she told me what to do and all ... & sweetie, thanks for eeverything... i know what im supposed to do already. (:

yeap... like that , i fell asleep for bout 2 or 3 hrs... then , when i was about to dream my phone rang ==, silly pig called! aHAHAHA! asked me to go over. i did...& we watched cartoon over there. wheeeee. after that i stayed for awhile and went home for dinner...

my parents decided to bring us out for dinner gt dressed and headed to marina to have thai food.... i ate till i was soo dam full not enough ... they still went for ice cream ==,

yeah ... so dam full

but afterall .... im happy! hahaha.

-nics-

191106.

i did smth today .

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;