Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Thursday, November 23, 2006


- yes ... i m freaking pissed off nw... so im gona vent my anger first before i start blogging bout today (:



alot of people have no fucking idea that esplanade has a LIBRARY! AND HELL YES ESPLANADE HAS A FUCKING LIBRARY! its a library where u borrow films/ DVDs/ tapes. there's books of course, but not the normal books u find in THE NATIONAL LIBRARY! it's BOOKS THAT'S BOUT FILM MAKING.! omg...


if ur ques is:"har?! esplanade has this library one meh?" MY ANS FOR U IS YES! ITS LOCATED AT LEVEL 3 GO FIGURE IT OUT BY URSELF. even my mum hu is street dumb knows that there's a library there! AND I GOT A PICTURE OF IT.! maybe one day, esplanade shld be a place where tour guides guide u around ESPLANADE so you know what they have in THERE!




u fucking idiot u have no fucking idea how much u mean to me. & if u'd realise i miss u like truckloads even aft we've met on the same ass day.!

what's the whole point of me msging u everyday? u know very clear the reason WHY.

why isit that even when im asleep, & i wake up i go ... i miss u . not to u ... but to myself.

that's how fucking much i really miss u okay! just understand lah okay! i doubt u'd understand .


yes tt's all i want to vent on ...


-coz i wan u to know hw much i love u.

-nics-

231106.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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