Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

another typical day u have in school (:

yes.... yes... i had spot check today...the DM came in everything was fine lah ... i got caught for my ear sticks... there goes another one of my demerit point ):! Wadever, tt's not the point! our whole class got shouted at again ... uh huh, AGAIN!. even 3 classes dwn the aisle can hear his shouts.

it's super loud can? i got a shock of my life & i admit im still at the state of shock now... i can never forget the way the teacher shoutted at the whole class. i was standing just beside him while he shouted. you could never imagine that situation ... some even got sooo scared, they cried... i don't know... but im just suffering from something i dnt know what isit called... yes, wtf right? uh ... anyways, when he walks into class, the whole class just shuts up ... that's how scared they are... i dnt want to talk about it seriously, im terrified.

IT'S RAINING CATS & DOGS OUTSIDE THE WINDOW;-
IT'S BEEN RAINIGN SOOOO LONG LUH?
i pray tmr doesn't rain so that i cn take bus to sch instead of being driven to coz.... mum always drives me super duper early ): urh huh!

I FEEL VERY PARANOID NOW I DNT KNOW WHY ... I MISS MY SILLY PIG SOOO DAM FUCKING MUCH YET HE DOESN'T KNW HW THE TEACHER SHOUTED ... coz... he's busyyy busyyy beeeeeeeeee! ): he has driving everyday at 8pm >< .

*CRIES*
i miss my pig.-

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;