Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

haven't touched my blog for few days i guess. i'm tired lah aft camp. i pon sch on thursday coz i was a lil sick...

acutally... i was walking to the bus stop that morning den, it started to rain & im like wtf? so i went bk home with my runny nose... but, mum din wana drive me toooo sch so, i went bk to bed instead., (: how smart right!

yeah whatever... many many things happened... & im very tired, im very sad. i don't know why. i'll touch on it later. today's reika's birthday... we (606 excluding doof coz she can't make it) went to get her presents & a cake (: . it's so nice to see ur friends happy u knw? just the way they samll & say OMYGOSH. i really love all of them soo much .

wells... babye, i really don't know what's going on with me & i doubt you know anything that im thinking right now... sometimes i just dnt know if u're being honest with me ... i;ve never doubt on ur words, i swear... i never.

i took every word of ur's seriously... having to slp at 11pm? i did... coz u said u'll call me. u said u'll reward me.... u said, u said. it all came out of ur mouth ... im glad u told me bout ur ex calling u & all . i knw that u knw i love u . but u never understand how much i do. sometimes i really get tired of everything, i swear everything . i wn't mind getting breakfast for you everyday. i wn't mind standing at your doorway waitting for u to come bk frm work. i wnt mind.

yes im very sensitive, im sorry. i cry everytime... coz i m a girl. every small lil thing matters. if it doesn't to u, it does to me. every word u use on me. it seems everyone ard me has r/s problems... i dnt want to u knw... im hanging on & im nt going. i'll give up the whole world just for u.

babye just understand okay?

-nics-

iloveu.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;