Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, January 01, 2007

haven't touched my blog for a mth already (:
over in hong kong slacking ... hohohoho

gt back on the 29th & the very first person i met was silly pig (x.
he msged me two times on 28th dec saying:" call me when ur plane touches dwn"
yeah... he got stung by the jellyfish while wakeboarding >< &&& hornate as well... poor thing right! BUDEN THINK AGAIN ... WHO CALL HIM WAKEBOARD SO LONNNNNNNNNNNNG x) ORBI! =x...

I did my project today with angela they all & THANK GOD WE FINISHED IT... thanks to angela doof n pris ... they were lyk working so hard when i was in hk ): i feel super duper bad... ><
they came over at 12 smth .. supposed to b 11 -.- stayed till bout 2-3 smth to fin it den ... i have to go off to meet my cousins ALONE to pass them smth according to my mum, coz she said this" aiya u go alone lah okay nt very far also... pass den come bk very fast one lah"... so no choice, they had to go off but... when i was changing in the toilet my mum came in and told me don't need to go... wtf right?.

HA-HA-HA!!! i was super happy actually =x ... coz today silly pig called me & asked me to go over... but i was doing project, so he asked me to call him aft that... i thought that i have to call him only aft i visit my cousins...but, who knows >=) they NOT FREE! hahaha oops.

Haven't met him since 29 ): till today =D. so fucking miss him luh... this few days my mood was supper bad... for no reasons i just started crying i don't know why as well... it went to the extent whereby i slitted my wrist... & started telling myself i miss him so much blah blah blah... i got better today ... (: PMS i think ... wadever...

so.... i went over to silly pig's house at4 smth when vivienne called n started crapping. (x~ talked for a while den hung up ... when silly pig saw me, he knew that smth was wrong & asked.

me:" what did u do yesterday?"
silly pig:" wake board the whole day and slept at five"
me:"oh...okay... *turns to him with a lil sian face*"
silly pig:" why today like so sad lidat?"
me:" i dnt know."
silly pig:" u better start talking... it's in ur eyes that smth's rong...!"
me:"nth... i dnt know why as well... have been like this for the past few days."
silly pig:" how can u nt know... maybe ur brain gt prob ah *points his head"
me:" *laughs a lil* no~"
silly pig: "PMS ah? must b period coming..."
me:"wher gt so fast ... ?!"
silly:"how i knw u ah... haiyo... stress isit?"
me:"i guess so... haii school starts on wednesday...i dnt want to go sch *shows sad face*"
silly pig:"mine also mah... y not? sch's healthy"
me:" eeeeeeeee! *laughs*
silly pig: "*hugs*"

HAHAHHA!... there's more ... (x.

went back hm bout 6 smth aft HE SPRAYED SOME MAN PERFUME ON ME... nw i smell like man TSK! smells like him HAHAAH!... coz silly pig had some bbq thing on ... hOHOHOHO!

-u never fail to make me laugh when im low and dwn ... (:
-u looked through my eyes and u know wad's wrong.
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010107 (:

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

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~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;