Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, January 15, 2007

HO-HO-HO.

suay suay monday (: ... i got caught for my low belt, low socks messy hair n what else? too many ear sticks. as usual (: thank God ... DM said she wn't record it in the computer... she was uber nice today for some reasons, she jsut talked to me & tell me to do up my hair... (actually i dn't c wad's wrong with it... just maybe a lil messy after sch) (x, get my belt sewed...& pull up my socks... yes yes ... okay.. hunny, i agree that my DM is nice --. !

school's getting more & more boring recently... bio was boring coz she made it seem like we din know hw to use microscopes . oh what the fuck ... we used it in primary sch! lit, OH MY GOSH ... i swear i was listening in class but something jsut got me n i laid there slpin for 10 mins before class ended heh ... i had notes okay (: ! chem's worst... he talk soooo soft i really can't hear & most of my time im just straing into thin air . social studies leh? don't need to say ... since sch reopened, i never concentrated druing those periods & she has gone into chapter 2 already but i still don't know what chatper 1 is all about... i doubt anyone does. seriously. i've never been concentrating maybe coz, i whined too much to sara n vrinda LOL... or maybe it's jsut that i miss one of my close friend tht left sch... but, most of the time... hunny's on my mind. busy busy beeeeeeeee.

i feel so tired bout everything & i jsut hope to lay dwn there with hunny, forget bout the world & just look at each other. life's too much to take, just too fast & im secondary 3... oh wells... ((:

after sch, hang ard parkway & went home... to slp ... (: ...

hunny, i just want u beside me now.

-nic-

iloveu.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;