Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i'm sitting infront of the computer chewing on my chicken wing (: yumssssssss* i din eat dinner ... i missed it coz i was soooo dam fucking tired i slept pass dinner time .

today wasn't that bad... just that i've been sleeping between classes despite the fact that i slept at 11 last night, im still tired i dnt know why. & i have been moody in class with no appetite. surprisingly ... u'll always see nicole eatting in the canteen with that *yummy face* but today ... the face was like so sian luh ... see food like want to puke lidat . yeah yeah --, ltr after sch i found out why i've been sooo moody . (: hunny...no need worry already (x !

I DON'T WANT TO BLOG BOUT SCH TODAY ... i swear i dnt want to .. coz it's super uber boring with the time flying so s-l-ooooooooooooooooooo-w (drag that word pls) .

after schoool, i din have anything at first den, ltr angela asked me to pei her go homw or something & i suggested to go parkway first (x .... we took alot of time deciding what to eat for lunch coz i had no money --, ... we ened up in yoshi ... & smth happened... so funny.

angela ordered this beef vege rice but din wan the beef vege . den when they took dwn the order they said this:" vege beef rice without vege." me n angela looked at each other & started laughing. why can't they just say beef rice withoug vege instead of vege beef rice without vege. --,

after eatting... angela went to meet daryl & i went home... was supposed to meet mum to gt assesment books but, was too lazy ... so i went home to sleep ....

i soo can't stand it when u tell me u're gona come between us & u're gona take his place in my life. boy, im sorry... this is life & reality... do u really think by being the bad guy & coming in between us u cn just take his place n hold my hands n walk off? oh please... frankly... u're just a friend to me n i dnt see as much special things as i see in his eyes. u really think u can do it? he's much much much better den u... moreover, he lives just opp me. he has given so much that u cn never ever give. NEVER.

i love u.

nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;