Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

im so hot nw... i just got home from parkway with my penang laksa... (:

i feel super agitated with something... i m gona talk bout it later.

so... bout today, i thought i'd b another day where you have to stay at home & rot... i thought of asking mum out to go shopping but.... before i could do that nessa & angela told me they were coming over to drink & all thou angela cant coz she promised daryl (x .

ohh wells... i was rotting at home while i waited for them, i decided to go parkway to meet nessa first. (: got changed n den zooooomed off with the bus. i got my bubble teaaaaaaaaa so nice luh . (((: met nessa, got a sponge bob ballooooon (it's cute oky nt ugly) nessa said it has moles on it --, & its a sponge with no brains... ho-ho-ho . apparently, EVERY9ONE WAS LOOKING AT ME WITH THE *what the hell * LOOK when i carried it to a bus stop... why why why? girls at the age of mine can't be kids mehhh! ~.~

when we got to my house, i put dwn everything i bought... & went down to the bbq pit with nessa to wait for angela sooo long lah~ while waiting, we had a few sticks of ... (: & when angela finally came, we bought our alcohol & started drinking... i think i drunk too much ... i puked... yeah as in puke puke~ all my bubble tea came out LOL... den angela was like *EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* hahaha...

it was so dam fucking fun today ... i had sooo many sticks of... & alcohol! i love the feeling of gettin high.

im sorry hunny i told u i'll gt bk to my normal lifestyle but... wad happened ytd which made me agitate... i really cant take it. i need a break.

half way drinking & all i started crying... i was so sad coz of what happened ytd night.

hunny called & told me this girl called sharon which he din knw sent him flowers. ): the thing is that he doesn't even know her... what a stalker. & it has the i love u written on the paper... wtf right?

ouh, if u're that sharon person ... back off . he's mine. he has a girlfriend already. im serious.... sorry i have to be like this. but really can u just leave me & him alone? u nv knw hw much we've gone through.

hunny, i love u ...

im waitting for ur call.-;

nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;