Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

im still in my dam holiday mood... ! i doubt anyone is in a SCH DAY MOOD! coz, appreantly being able to sit behind in class for lessons, you cn see almost everyone doing their own things instead of listening to the teacher (: ... math period - was two sleeping periods.

wells... i dnt udnerstand a tinybit of what she was explaining mainly because, i was oh wells, maybe reading a book behind the math text book? it always happens dont deny it ! when lessons are boring & you have a dam interesting bk on the other hand, u'll hide that book behind the textbk & pretend u're listening to the teacher but in actual fact, u're just another idiot holding up ur textbook with sooo much rubbish behind it. it has been all along like this since primary sch hasn't it? wooooh hahah!

so, everyon was half dead... maybe not everyone but most of them . yes... i was 3/4 dead. it was bio lesson when i really woke up to listen coz... (: i was making fun of the teacher. woopsies. wadever... you cna't blame anyone right? after like few days of holidays, crazy stuff frm all the things u get from chinse new yr, den suddenly, u have to get bk to sch? such a turn off!

as usual, sch was boring lah hor. ! aft sch i thought i could go dwn to slack wherever lah ... but sadly, everyone's like so busy lah ... ): ... so i had lunch with angela & she zoooooomed off to meetdaryl ... while i headed home to slp ... ! sad case lah.

sometimes, i really dnt get it...isit me? or isit everyone... guys never seem to understand hw a girl feels... they jsut laugh EVERYTHING off. yes, everything (: (u knw u do it). that poorgirl stays up all night to wait for ur msg & ur call but u just... dissappear. dnt take it granted that she stays up late just for ur call ... when one day u realise that she's no longer waitting coz she has given up & she wnt turn back to see what u have, u'll go all crazy & regret everything that u've done to ignore her or maybe jsut forget bout lil details. by then, it's too late already.

every lil small thing matters to a girl . if u miss one detail ... the smallest yet most impt one, u'll die... coz she'll be super sad but she wnt show it. yeah , they cn be such a bitch but have u seen the very soft side?

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;