Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

It's raining outside... i wonder where you are.

i was down with gastric pain yesterday & i left school right after my paper. i couldn't stand the pain ... worst i cn't even eat ... i'll vomit after that. it was dam dam dam dam painful ... i gave that look on the face.. at that moment i really felt like killing myself. i couldn't eat, not even water! my mum came over to pick me up & brought me to the doctor. i've got sooooo much medicine to take... there's this drink i have to drink ... taste like plastic. tsk.

so, i HAVE to come to scool despite the fact that i have MC ! ... i'm unable to eat canteen food or what so ever. coz after i ate it today, i had gastric again ... & i felt like vomitting... thank God i was okay ... i only can take porridge at the moment... ): there' no porridge in school ... LOUSY SIOL. tt means, i cn only eat when i get home... but if i dnt eat for the whole day... i'll get gastric. CONGRATS NICOLE! what the FUCK.

don't talk bout it...

i had a sweeeeeet sweet sweeeeeet dream yesterday night... if only it'd come true.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;