Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Thursday, March 15, 2007


something just caught my mind while i was on the bed... yes, i was half asleep & no, it doesn't mean that when i'm half a sleep i can't think okay!
Wells, after a few hours of cogitation bout you, i saw myself being caught in the wonders bout what you're up to now adays. what? sex? money? FOOD?! wakeboarding? fights? arguements? etc. it goes on i know... it'll probably take me some space to least out everything. & i dnt want to elaborate on this since... it's already in the back of my head! you think i can't? i'll show you i can ... coz, it's already happening... half way there . !
okay so,this just creeped up my mind ...while i was sleeping. yes, sleepin *annoyed face* Why isit that when a girl sleeps with a guy it's called CHEAP , while a guy sleeping with many girls aren't labeled. You have prostitutes along geylang & what-so-ever. don't you have gigolos too?
shouldn't men & women be judged in an equal manner? urh ... people say "yes, yes" BUT, i don't see this happening in society. im serious, don't you think so? If a girl who slept with guys is called low tariff... what bout the guy who slept with many girls? & what does it shows if a guy slept with the girl who was labeled "cheap"? isn't he even cheaper then cheap? If a man can do this why can't a woman? i'm not trying to imply anything ok... nopes, not encourgaing women to sleep with men & run away. nononono! But, If Men & Women are said to be treated equally, the man who sleeps around should also be called cheap! they should be judged the same way They judge women. right?
worst... One Night Stands, do you see a woman going around paying other men just to have sex for one night? not really right? most of the time it's the men that needs it... men will stray around to pay women for sex... ahhh YES... doesn't that shows that men needs it more then woman? THEY'LL EVEN PAY FOR IT. what is this?
& yes people often say that women can't drive well, they can't manage things properly, they always make a mess out of things. perlease~ i don't think so...if they are not abe to manage things well like how men do ... (yeah right) have you evr thought of a mother? how can she give unconditional love & control her kids yet love them at te same time, while the father just can't? how the mother can organize things but the fatehr just makes a mess out of it (: .
If a women makes a mess out of everything, they will not be able to control their kids or organize anything. but i don't see this HAPPENING... one of the reasons a divorce case happens is because o the men ... he has another women out there.. why? coz he couldn't stand the way his wife is... have you ever seen what she has done for the family? all that support that she has given to bring up the family with you ... she... was the one playing an important role in the family as well . but you just never reealised. coz... all that you think is... " im the father & i work to support my family" the mother's mentallity is totally different. " i give my family support & encouragement to make this family bond closer " don't you see the difference? a father works to support while a mother gives support. it's incomparable.
it's not that i'm having something against somebody or what but... i just felt very wrong about how people judge women.
even in work pay... sometimes,a man have a better pay then a woman. & who said a woman can't be president? no... no..
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