Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

All that we prayed for was peace & harmony. thinking that the world's safe enough was just a frivolous thought. coz everyone's holding something against someone, hatred became the very first thing in the q of human minds. do you dare to tell me you don't hold grudges against anyone? no right... i'm sure, if someone has done you wrong, you'll paint the words of hatred on that person's face. Life's too short for things like this... really.

i'm very sure most people know about that crazy 23 yr old guy who massacred 32 people's life. After what he did, he had himself dead with a suicide. stupid eh? that's how people are... knowing that they did something wrong ,but not having any guts to admit it, running away was the only solution. his suicide didn't help much coz nothing'll be able to bring back 32 lives he took away. when i browsed thru msn & saw that piece of shit, i was like a burning forest due to the fact that i don't understand why he did something so horrible, & whatmore? he's dead.... there's a very small chance on knowing why he did it.

he might have killed himself coz that was the only sulotion to get away with the consequences he was supposed to face...But, i don't see any reason having to use a gun to shoot bullets out painting 32 people red. could you imagine that scene? what if you were one of the victims? or rather one of the victim's family member?

some wldn't even care ):

i was sleeping the whole day in school... well, almost *smirks* i've been assigned to do an argumentative essay which was dued today ... guess what? i din't do it, so i was left to read sarah's essay. i totally agree with all her points... super good *clap hands* &, her topic was.."do you agree as a teenager, singapore's a good place to live in.?" i'm tired tired now ): coz i just had math tuition. i'm so worked upppp.... thks exams...thks!!!!

everyone's exceptional in their own way &, there's someone who is exceptional, exceptional in my eyes :)

-nics

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;