Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

sorry... i really don't knw why i was feeling that way just nw... like... i got really emotional & stuff. so yeah ... just bare with it >< .

i'm feeling much much better now...woosh. so, today was studying day. i went to the library, met calvin & studied for my chem test which's tmr. ...yeah, i studied. ....but, it was more of like a reading & disturbing nicole session for him instead of --, ..he bite me on my hand & till now, the marks aren't fading off... there's a )= face there. *chuckles*

we dwelled in the library for quite awhile. & headed to parkwayyyy for foood. we were hungry =P !

oh bother... i'm starting to have cravings for chocolate again. *fat*

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;