Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

i'm very disgusted with my teacher now. such a bum rap. She's holding back both SYF & non- SYF girls after sch everyday when all our CAs & mid-years are next on the schedule. It doesn't bother me if the others don't want to study but, I WANT TO! the best part is, i'm not in SYF & i have to stay back, see them practice. this is bull-shit. i'm very sure if i attend it i'll be sitting at one corner with that sleepy head face staring at them. She think's her dam cca's more imp than speech day & exams. dammit... Staying back everyday isn't just for an hr or two...for occasional days, we have to stay back till 8 smth. right... so how am i supposed to study? TELL ME! ... i've got bio & lit test on friday when i;ve gotta stay till 8 at night on thursday. *grumbles* someone pls... i beg you plssssss kill my teacher or... maybe, bomb my sch.

i won't make a diff if i go or not coz, i've nt been attending cca for weeks (: ... just to be nice... & for the sake of my attendance... i'll turn up. it's ridiculous.

goooodness ): life has been rather mundane... school was a bore & tuitions are like jail cells. all you see me do in tuition is tidy my seedy table & pretend to be listening to what the teacher's trying to knock information into my head. wait, it only applies for chi tuition, not math =P!

so, yeah... i met up with nessa after sch since i had nth for the day =DD . angela came along coz she had to do her art. ((((((: we slacked at PS for awhile & then went back homeee.

Intermittently, i really wish that your computer explodes infront of you... due to too much viruses . i hope it goes *booooooooooooooooomb* & you'll see a piece of chao tah shit infront of the mirror . screwed up! oh noo, even more screwed up coz i unremembered that the brain of your's aren't working very well since you have the guts to snatch away lil kid's stuff.rawrr. yeah so? i'm moving on thou it takes time to make u fade off my mind.

i'm popping candies into my mouth every min & i'm still telling myself i have to loose weight. ):

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;