Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

oh shit. YOU Fucking HYPOCRITEEEEEE!

i swear you're the worst species on earth! really! Look at yourself in the mirror, you think you're so effing good looking that you drop a few words to judge people in an ugly way whenever you feeeel like it? i mean seriously... LOOK AT YOURSELF MAN, LOOOK! i dn't mean to be ungenerous, but i really cldn't tolerate much.

you give the stupid blacker-then-charcoal kind of face & you expect those around you to go up to you & ask... "oh, what's wrong with u?!" okay, maybe you're parents will do that occasionally, BUT... PEOPLE AROUND YOU DNT TREAT YOU THE WAY YOUR FAMILY DOES.! oh please, wake up. The shame & blame shldn't be placed on the shoulders of those poor innocent people.but, i think, really... it should be part of your fault even if you say it's not entirely yours. Please change your goddamn attitude, it's such a turn off.

if you ain't happy with it, voice it out or just walk away, coz i dnt give no fuck. why? You've been like this to the others as well. i really pity those whom you call "friends". Say how clever you are & start mocking the hell out of me. gooo ! if you dare, try (: JUST TRY. thank God i dnt see you everyday, unlike your parents... i'll be cursing & swearing infront , behind, most probably... in ALL of my blog posts, if i ever see you every other day.

if you think you're so clever you mock me, try getting all A1s! i'll have no say & just shut up okay?

Get your points right alright? who was the one who started everything huh? nooo, it wasn't you was it? i bet you'll point your fingers again. aww ...when will you ever tell the truth? i admit i've been mean at times. like now? when i really cldn't tolerate your ATTITUDE. i know you dn't like mine either. but, my attitude's much better if you're not the way you are now.

go up to both our faces, tell us that you ain't happy with us... you think we dn't know what you're up to? Goooodness how can you be so brainless, when you mock at me & say that i was so whatever? make this clear, words can travel around & i'm not deaf.

i tried going up to your face & tell you all those shit i wanted to say. you're so irritating you irritate the hell out of me. really ): can you just change your attitude?! i tried changing mine towards you... it din work coz... it's a one way traffic... i'm being nice here to tell you this & to take the first step to change my attitude hoping that it'll be better.

goodness, i just wasted my time blogging bout you. ain't you happy?

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;