You wash away the pain in me.
One more stuff toy beside my bed =D Y
It started with a sunny DAY but, it rained suddenly )): . *rain rain go away, come again another day. nicole wants to play, rain rain go away*
so, ytd ((: it was a very bad start for the morning... got shouted at again early in the morning bout 7 smth. woah, it totally turned my mood off , for the whole day, until ... evening came =P.
He gave me a stitch woooooosh! There wasn't any movie to catch ): . But, it wasn't that bad afterall ((((: rawrrr.
mummy was ailing today & i've to accompany her to the doctor ah~. & i guesstimate that i'm going to fall sick as well ): . too much of mummy =x. welll, after accompanying her to the doctor, i thought she was going back to take a rest or something, coz, that's what all sick-ies do after visiting the doctor right? instead of going home what-so-ever, she told me she wanted to go shopping --,... i'm not very sure to beam with bliss or to grimace with disapproval at that moment.
coz... Since mum says she wana go shopping, i'll be able to take the chance to ask her to get something i want =x. But, she's feeling frail as well & ... you never know what could happen.. mum said she was fine, so... if she's fine ... (:< !
we shopped for very very very long ... coz, i just got home. we spent so much money i swear. =P ... i wanted to get more bottoms but, i cldn't catch any attractive ones. booo! top shop's size 28's too big for meeeeeee~ &amp;&& mango's aren't that nice after all... nevertheless, they had this jacket which was super dupper HOT! & I MEANT HOT HOT HOTT! i've got it =P. wana bet? my mum likes it too, that's why she got it for me, so we cld share *smirks*! Besides that, we shopped for many things & it's just too much to list... i'm sorry >< !
accompanying mum to the doctor isn't that bad aye? HAHAHA.
i love kids with really beautiful eyes. they're so pretty ain't they? ((: their innocence & strong faith they have makes them so amazing...i shld take care of lil kids one day as a part time job (: . mum says i'll bully them )): rawrrrr!
this days, you're not the number 1 on my mind... i guess, i was just too busy with everything that i'm going through. occasionally i do think of you... but not as often as the past anymore. i din intend to think of you today but, this t-shirt made me think of you... coz, it looks like the shirt i got you. i remembered you just threw that shirt on the chair of yours in the bed room. That was when i acknowledge that it's useless to get you anything...coz, you wnt even wana treasure it, you just threw it aside. i cld have saved up the money for someone finer.
i'm considering what to do tmr. goooooosh.
please take your medicine! h
nics-
You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?
I love starbucks with bestfriends.
i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.
I'd love to experience everything in life.
Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.
I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.
I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.
I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil.
I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.