Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

so, another sunday stucked at home for tuition & the most demoralising part is when she told you right into your face that you're gonna fail your math or rather, say that even if you're to pass, it'll be on the dot BUT, in her opinion, she thinks that you're gonna score below 50. wtf.

rawrr! i swear i'm going crazy. after math, i had chinese & in between, my mum came into my room, shouted at me for some reasons then, walked out... i was effing crying & it happens that my chi teacher saw me tearing. i'm so stressed coz, my exams are here, this is thefirst time i'm feeling this way ): ... so, yeah ... thank God my chi tutor was kind enough to go through everything with me again thou she did it last lesson (: nice right... nicee =DD ... & she told me that at the rate that i'm going, it'll be fine...although i dislike her sometimes, she's really nice afterall ... she, doesn' give up easily & she doesn't tell me i'm going to fail , most probably coz, i've never failed me chi before & i've been failing math ? rawrr... no, i have to study hard... i have to practice math ... & i'll prove her wrong.. =P

i have cravings for macdonalds now... still remember what we said bout loosing weight? =) ... i'm not getting any allowance this week. maybe i shld ask mum why. >=( ... so yes, i'm going back to study now woooots. now i knw they way people act when they study too much. they cry & throw their temper coz they're too stressed.... i bet some people whom i know does that at home & pretends to be fine in school! hiaks* OKAY .... I WAS JOKING.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;