Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

With a bottle of perrier & shakespeare's A midsummer night's dream book beside me...what can you possibly think of?

drinking that bottle of glass perrier, reading that book? Or spilling everything other that book as an excuse so that i do not need to read it (: ? most probably, you'll say the 2nd choice suits me more aye? none of them actually haha! i'm waiting for my mum to be free so she'll help me wrap that book up . no, i dnt want to do it myself.

so,it's 1 pm on a sunday afternoon. & math is circling around my mind... the whole of my mind! indices, blah blah blah... that's mainly because i had overdose of math tuition. it kills .... kills all your brain cells! i wasn't very awake when i started tuition, all blured from yesterday's supermarket shopping? it's been so long since i've visited the supermarket... finally, i had the chance... & guess what? i found things that i never knew it existed... all those ginseng thing... yadayada.

i, myaelf am very irritated over something... but i couldn't find what is it. i doubt any of you can.. i;ve been frowning the whole morning... takes up alot of muscles right... rawrr! i get irritated over small lil things even the clashing of dishes & the noise my sisters make. you know what i mean.

when quiteness finally fills up the room except for the tapping of keyboards & the rain pouring down outside the windows, peace... surronded me & my bottle of perrier, i still couldn't find the reason why i am getting irritated over such small things but i found myself wondering what you are doing at this point of time when i think of you. i know for sure, one thing that you're not doing- thinking of me (: . so, why am i thinking of someone that doesn't even care?

the sparkling perrier that stings my tounge does not give me back the taste of you kissing me. i'm so packed up with my studies nowadays that i can forget to eat an apple a day . the only free time is when i'm sitting here (: . saturday maybe? that's when i meet up & catch up with friends i share my life with.

you see, as i said i'm so busy, i'm sure some of you will ask ... " so why do you have time to think of him?" well, lately, it became a habit... a bad bad habit. hey, do u wan to wake me up in my dream land?

-nics-

Labels: because i'm a girl.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;