Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, April 30, 2007

yes, probably. Life has gotten me into this stage where i'm a selfish bitch, i don't like to share coz, whenever i do, things will get snatched away from me! i only share when i see a need to ,or rather, i share with my best friends! okay ... so, GET THAT FUCKING THING INTO YOUR DAM HEAD... i'm very sensitive, yes i am... i cry over small stuff coz, there're too many things in life that i gave in so much, i end up getting myself back to sq one. do you get it? GET IT *SCREAMS THOSE WORDS* when-you-give-in-so-much-&-you-get-yourself-into-trouble (: . all that i thought bout life wasn't all that sweet you know? things just nv turn out the way we planned it to be... agree with it.

i'm feeling so crummy i don't knw why, i din mean to, but... yeah (: ... i;ve got math test papers beside me... & i swear i'm going crazy .... no , i'm NOT failing math. i'll find a way ,FIND A WAY!!!!! to pass it with flying colours... i'm sure i can do it.

chinese paper was painful ... it;s so difficult... really ): ... but, i managed to do it afterall, just not very sure if it's gonna be fine. ah wellls, im going to practice math... (:

i'll blog bout today another day.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;