Wednesday, May 23, 2007 everyone's sick )): B's having a high high high fever, sounded really really sick on the phone ytd ): & is sleeping now after the doctor's visit. (: .
i dind't attend sch like planned HAHAHA. my fever was still there when i woke up at 6 am to blow my nose. i finished a box of tissue this time round. heh, mum couldn't stand the way i am so she brought me to ay a little visit to the doctor, bringing home anti-biotics, cough med (yum) & some other panadol-like stuff probably for my fever. =E. i really didn't look that bad today know? i looked pretty fine even my grandparents didn't know i was sick until i started blowing my nose, finishing one whole box of tissue with some used tissues lying all over my bedroom floor (: .
main-lander & hunny didn't turn up for sch as well. i discovered it in the morning when i woke up coz they msged me. hahahah! But, smth happened in sch, my chers want to meet parents on friday to collect report books. probably, all they'll say is... you either need more improvement or ask ... what happened, why the sudden drop of results... it continues with them comparing the results you had in term one which is ridiculous coz, i don;t see the point of comparing when there're more topics tested in MYE. ahhh wells.
i've only got a days mc, so there'll be sch tmr, nothing much will be done, no lessons i think =D . MUAHAH. june holidays are coming ((((((((:
you:As a friend, i could never imagine you saying what you said but i guess, you did afterall & i have to accept it. Since those unheard words flowed into my ears and right infront of my eyes, i know what you've said bout my friends & i. can you call yourself a friend? how many times have you seen me cry & sat there just to listen what my heart wanted to say? zero. don't compare yourself with my friends & best friends. they were always there what bout you? yeah, you were there to mock us all.
After saying all that you could still keep that smile of yours on your face when you see me. don't you feel shameful, coz if it was me, i wldn't even want to say hi or pass you by. why? coz the guilt would be there owning to the fact that you're my friend. the best part is you said it right behind my back after i've walked away & you indirectly made my friends felt the way you've cast your eyes upon us all. you thought none of us felt it? to tell you the truth, i didn't feel it, i knew it.
oh, com'n i wasn't born ytd. no, silly... nothing you say wld be kept in the dark forever. i wldn't blame you for what you've said if you'd say sorry , but think again, since when sorry was really sorry when it comes out of your mouth? You have no right to judge my friends & i the way you judged them. Do you see them judging you? hell no. only when you started judging us.
com'n face it, face what you've said, what you've done. be it, to put it in simple words, you scorn me & my friends. dn't hide your face. you know what you did. & i believe everyone should stand up for their own rights & what they believe in. think bout it.
-nics-
YAs reality is crashing to the floor.
I love starbucks with bestfriends.
i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.
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I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil.
I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.