Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i miss the smell of you beside me & carbonated drinks make me burp like i never had before.

i'm unable to keep up with my diet after losing 2 kg...basically, i haven't been consuming food which contains much of carbohydrate neither did i have the sparkling carbonated drinks which sizzles my tongue. yes, neither of them. all that i had was... salad, plain water & green tea. maybe, a couple scoops of ice cream for breakfast occasionally. so, just to give myself a little treat, i'm sitting here with a can of coke. (:

i'll catch up with my diet LATER. i still have a bowl of salad in the fridge, few packs of green tea & a huge bottle of evian containing 1 litre of water. =). you can enver see the fat that hides in me . >=]

Today was the best shoppingday i had ever been with mummy. we headed to orchard at bout 3 since there's not much of shit i can get in orchard coz, things are getting mroe & more boring... (:. Today was tangs discount day... only members will be able to enter =D ... mummy & i shopped so much, we bought shirts, dior, sloggi yadayada. etc. we roamed around orchard till evening & went home coz, everyone was tired due to the not-enough-sleep session i had =P ... i was making so much of noise with the tv that no one was able to sleep well =) ... HAHAHA.tmr isetan will be having discounts as well, but... i'll be having dental, so mummy will be shopping with i dnt know who ): ...

GAHS... i still have family day prep stuff in sch tmr but i dnt know if i'm able to go back coz of dental. fuck it...my dental's at three & family day starts at one...ah wells. bomb me. NOW.

i have to get back to diet-ing tmr... so, mroe salad! =D ... it's nice &... my plan for jogging... *chuckles*

someone tell me a t-shirt or wallet ((:

get me a muffin please.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;