Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

i packed my fridge with organic stuff & have been talking to strawberries lately. (:

im on the phone... & i feel very scared, ange and nessa knows why. Having the two best friends ever is the best thing that could ever happen to someone, dont you agree? nessa said : "
ultimately, nic,. its your choice. but just know that i'm behind you w/ whatever you decide" ((: .so sweet right. ange's phone was running low on money so, yeah when i told her bout what's on my mind... she told me it's really my choice & i shld ask ((: . the both of them are people i cn never live without .

babes, nomatter what happens, the bond between us'll stay as strong as evre & nothing'll ever change... you guys will always stand a special place in my heart =D . i love the both of you to the max max max!!!

ytd was a happy happy day (:. i gave out sweets at parkway coz i had too many. hoho.

Today was vivo with mum & sisters sicne they wanted to go shopping. i didn't have anything to do so, i tagged along. i was feeling sick & crummy so, i showed that twisted face of mine LOL. i had fun coz i spent alot alot of money on masks and facial stuff. who wants their face to be acne-ed? no right?! i ccan't stand it when my face is dirttty. so ... ((:

not only with facial stuff & all, i realised im loosing track on my diet so, i packed my fridge with organic stuff. HOHOHOHO. i had strawberries this morning and it was a talk talk session with strawberries. i was thinking of smth which i cldn't much decide with so, i started talking to strawberries (: HAHAHA. =x

im going off to bathe now.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;