Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, May 25, 2007

i'm going crazy. If you disturb me, i'll just bang you & you'll die!

Anne, doof & B ~~couldn't make~~ it tmr so, i wont be seeing them ): ...so, it'll be angela, daryl, nessa, xavier & reika. Drink ok? drink (: ... ~~Won't be seeing B this week i suppose...~~ B's coming AHHAHAHAHA!

School, what more?we had mass & ended up sitting in the hall for the whole morning. the day was a total bore except for the period whereby we rehearsed our haunted house for family day tmr. i swear, the make up's super difficult to remove. i washed my face sooo many times & it's still white.

The reason i'm blogging now is because i've got no mood to do anything , this feeling which resulted me in tearing a lil when i got home has been circling around me for the whole day. It got worst when i started to ly on me bed hugging my blanket. it's... just unexplainable, i want to go shopping now, i want to spend money . &&&, i want to catch pirates, shrek 3 & oceans 13 as soon as possible. Today, mum scolded me for spending too much money on stuff that i don't really need. She said i spend to make myself happy & it goes to the extent whereby i buy things i do not need. (: well, it makes me happy. so?

since holidays are here, there's no such thing as "no homework assignments" i have assignments for almost every subject. There's this eng assignment whereby i have to watch The Day After Tomorrow/ some other natural disasters documentary & write a summary bout it. anyone?

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;