Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, May 21, 2007

im sick. ):

& i never feel like dragging my body up for sch this morning but i have to... that cup of warm green tea has turned cold & horrible.

since exams are over, i have no reasons for tuition right? but, i'm gonna start tuition real soon )): ... mum says i'll forget everything i learn if i stop tuition for too long. so, i had tuition today. & i turned my teacher off with my sneezey nose & sore throat (: not forgeting, maybe a slight fever? tuition was at 7 so, i went to rest right aft i reached home at bout 2.

today was the sunn-iest day ever. it was so hot it made me adjust my air con to the coldest. i slept from 2 till 15 mins before tuition. i swear i was so sick & lazy i didn't have the mood to eat nor move. i had no mood for tuition at first but, mum said i have to... so yes, it turned out interesting coz she read me a passage on my textbook. HAHAHA. ohhh wells.

i had salad for dinner due to the dont-want-to-eat mood & i feel very hungry now. -_- everyone's aslp & it's so quiet now. B's on duty so, im gonna be awake since i slept so long this afternoon (: .

My sisters do not have the need to attend sch tmr coz there's a parent-teacher meeting to collect report cards. so unfair ): . i don't want to wake up at 6 to attend sch seeing teacher's and esp someone's face. *tunr off turn off*. i have no choice but to go sch coz i'll be checking papers. Mum said it was okay if i dnt attend sch tmr but, i mind. for once you hear nicole saying she wants to attend sch.

i dnt want to be mean anymore so, i'll just shutup and let you decide whatever you want to do. i don;t want to give a fuck bout what you say coz, i believe we're all equal. sometimes, icldn't control myself coz of what you've said. no doubt. i don't hate you but i hate your attitude.

my green tea tastes disgusting coz it's cold alrd & i wish someone would make another cup of it for me. im lazy. very very.i have the urge to eat macs now.

ahhhhhhhh. 606 sweeties: 26th may 07. 6pm onwards at my place. pls cmf with me asap if you're able to come or not. Usual stuff we'll be doing. =D We might be drinking coz it's been ages (: . If possible, my parents will get it for us. Nothing particular to bring. Just yourself, extra clothes maybe? and money (: tell me/ sms me =DD.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;