Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Monday, May 07, 2007


break me.
i'm gonna cry soon. coz, you, you & you, all make me wana cry. but, ange & nessa doesn't, they make me smile all the time.
no, you have no idea how much i want you to be here & how much i need you now... or rather, always, aft you've left. you're speical in your own way & it just makes you so unique.
i love everything bout you & i love you. nothing's gonna change that. nothing...
you're gonna watch soccer ><>
...im going off to bed, & i cn have puffy eyes tmr. ):
-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



Chains;


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