Saturday, May 12, 2007 somebody's irritating me ... stop sending numerous sms-es to me before i give your number away! i know you read my blog & that's why i'm blogging bout you. ain't you proud of it? NICOLE IS SPENDING TIME TO BLOG BOUT YOU! i dn't want to criticise nor condemn coz i dnt want karma. but listen right here... yes, we are different like hell... how old are you? you still want to play childish games with me? you have too much of ego you have to cut down a lil. at least i don't go around saying things like i'm right & try to argue my way when i know i am wrong. (: doesn't this sound familiar? very eh.
Firstly, you try to control me. secondly, you try to convince people too much. thirdly, you go to the extent whereby you manipulate people...but it's not working on me. i will not listen to you even if you try controlling me in all sorts of direction coz, there're only a few people i'll listen to. my family, my two best friends & the guy whom i love & loves me. do you think you stand a chance for me to listen to you? there might be a chance but, chances are slim ... coz you are no one mentioned above. i'm sorry it hurts, it scraped your knees. so much of you being a friend, i could never imagine you doing something like this. im sick of your "im sorry" shit, coz everytime you do something wrong on me you'll jsut say sorry & expect me to forgive you & if i dont, you'll put up an act sms-ing me, telling how sorry you were, how much i should forgive you coz nobody's perfect or, maybe call me up, explain everything then start crying. i' m not gonna fall for that anymore.
your crocodile tears... yes, i believe no body's perfect but, every one learns from their mitakes. i gave you chances after chances when you said sorry, but in my perspective, i dnt see anything happening. you said you changed, but you're still the same, nothing changed. i have my limits, you know it's getting too much, too far, you're up on my last nerve. i don't need no sorry... coz, sometimes i know you said sorry not for me to hear but for yourself to feel better. (:. i do that too. you said "i'm sorry" numerously that you couldn't even count how many "i'm sorry" that came out of your mouth. isn't it that case? you made me scrape my knee in our friendship & now you're making yourself scrape your knees as well coz, all that you're doing hurts you the most. enough said of sorry. can you jsut change your attitude. your attitude, your egoistic.
if you really think that you're always right, nobody is better then you, this friendship between you & i can go down the drain. i tried so many times that i'm sick & tired of it. i give up. i really really do. coz i know, no matter how much i say or how much i forgive you, you will not see it thru or change. so, if you want it the hard way... here it is. i'll leave you to think bout it.
you know who you are. i really don't want to be mean towards you but your actions made me to.
-nics-
YAs reality is crashing to the floor.
I love starbucks with bestfriends.
i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.
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I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil.
I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.