Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, May 11, 2007

stop giving me that gaze in your eyes everytime you see me. & don't go behind your friend, talking to her softly with your eyes on me. i told you so many times, i even said it right into your face, if you wana voice out smth bout me, say it IN front of me. i'm not very sure if you're aware of what i said. maybe, you were in your own stupid land of fantasies which explains why you're always dreaming. fuck. i bet you talk bout me & my friends behind our backs. no one needs your filthy eyes to judge us. we have our own rights, you have your own rights. we wn't judge you if you din judge us. look at yourself in the mirror & look at us... pls, ain't we all the same afterall? it isn't like you're from earth & we're from mars. if we're from mars, yes yes... you have the right to judge us coz, we probably will be some fucking monsters. BUT, we ain't. SO, STOP IT! i know i'm being mean here... but it's a fact. even if you're to say that you have brains better then me, i'm telling you... i have that same brain but the matter of fact is, if i wana use it or not. quit your acts. coz, if you think i don't know, i know (:

finally, art is over today... i stayed up till bout 1-2 smth to finish everything. i was lucky to be able to sleep at that time. some slept at 4.30? 5? & you could see their tiring faces today when they step into the class. the yawns & complains... not forgetting, the eye bags we have!! it was so ugly, we looked like a class of zoombies.3 weeks ain't enough! esp when you have to mug for your exams. oh wells.

we were all given 3 hours to do our art work on the spot (: ... sounds like alot of time eh? no, when you sit there & start work, you'll realise that time passes so fast... before you even notice, an hr has passed. so, with that statement, you'll probably think that i din finish my art work right. well, not exactly. =P ...

so, after art was parkway with sarah & angela in KFC. coz they wanted to eat KFC. i wanted to get a hush brown from macs instead but, no i din. i ate KFC as well --, i'm still full from it! i swear, sarah, if we finish sch at bout 11 everyday & we end up in parkway either macs or KFC, i'm gonna grow fat like some balloon! sarah, take care of your husband okay.

HAHAHA. i'm so tired but i'm unable to doze off i dnt knw why. someone get rid of my eye bags NOW.

i cn't wait to see paris in jail... in other words, a bimbo in jail.

我好想你...

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;