Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

some people could be such fucktards.

there are so many things overpowering my mind & i guess, i couldn't take it for long anymore.i wish someone would paint this room back to last year when everything was not as busy as all that happening this year. with all this NaoH, Fecl3 chemical eq & wsq + xyz algebra sums, i can't possibly bang everything into my mind at one go, adding on to the memory work geo & bio gives..

"who asked you to start so late?!" Was it really so late when i started to practice or rather, memorize all this at the start of this year? i tried hard enough but, it seems unable to lock everything up there. dammit.

would you take my hands & run far far away?

i don't know isit me or everyone. it seems to be a crummy day ): . for me, most probably was coz of this morning which was a total turn off with the sight of something disgusting. really, it isn't appealing at all. mind me. (:

sometimes, i really don't want to be mean, i don't wana say things i don't want to say... but again, your actions forced me to. IF you treat me that way, i have no reasons not to stand up for myself. no! i'm not gonna give in like every other time coz, i'll treat you the way you treat me. i know my limits & i;m sure you got yours as well. a lil respect & don't push it too far.

miss mainlander's making a hell lot of shit in clss & she's beside me telling me" eh, it's quite funny if a guy take bio right?"

me:" HAHAHA! why not? dissect dissect dissect?"

*looks at each other & laugh"

so, after school's parway with angela & nessa =DD. we saw this, daddy long legs spider & made a hell lot of noise in the toilet leaving those people making sound effects like " tsk, aiyoooooooh" haha. i swear, the both of you never fails to make my crummy day turn into a bright sunny day (:

i love you so much do you know?

-nics-

Labels: nothing's able to explain how much i miss your presence.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;