Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

coz my best friends love me for who i really am. i dont like to be compared so i dnt compare. & what u did was like telling me you're gonna stab me with a knife. i could have jsut cried but i held it coz i dnt want you to think i cldn't take jokes. you really thought that i was able to play along with that? if i've said it to you, maybe you'll just say ok coz it doesn't seem a biggie to you or rather, you dnt think i'd really do it. i din do it, i'm unable to do it. i will never lay hands on a knife to stab you back. i dnt need someone to tell me who i am. i know it myself. if u're to wear my shoes, you'll probably tell me you can get away with it. i've been in my illusions too long that the time's over & i have to face reality. i'm a girl too. i know how it feels like.

crawling to bed, blog bout today another day. im tired. too tired. hunny ange & darhling nessa, i love you so much.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;