Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

i don't knw what B is up to. either sleeping, soccer etc.

& i'm waiting for lunch now. i dnt feel like eating thou i asked my maid to prepare maggi for me. my appetite suddenly went off, it's times like... when you think of something, you're appetite jsut goes off with a snap of the fingers. i don't knw if you have felt that way, but i certainly have since last year, for some reasons.

Dad's home ytd night, will be leaving tmr because of work, as usual &, no doubt, he's in the room working again. so yeah. i'll probably be stuck at home for another sunday after tuition...well, tmr'll be outting with angela hunny & 606 but, nobody planned it so, i'm not very sure. i'm having a bad sunday which i have no idea on why... i just woke up with a very moody mood, everything seems to be getting on my nerves .. i wonder what will get on my last nerve to cause me to explode & die. i'm not very happy so, don't try provoking me or anything. i need something to cheer me up. coke & chocolate won't help coz i had coke in the morning which made everything worst, it goes same with the chocolates. ): H-E-L-P!

my engergy's burning out & i am making the decision to go swimming, jogging & gym-ing later. i feel like working my body off everything just get tired then sleep. actually, i can sleep anytime but, yeah.

ah well. something creeped up my mind again. angela hunny & i was cursing & laughing thru the phone at midnight. Coz i told her Jon called since he was bored, to ask me if i was able to go out to chill. hunny got so f -ed up by him she said he has no face. was ubber funny. i shouldn't elaborate too much on it simply coz, there's no point &, i cnt be bothered.

okay im not feeling well nw i think i'm having a fever. ): B have not replied my msg. RAWRR.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;