Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, June 23, 2007

just got home.

wasn't a good day. wasn't. & i still have my make up all smudged looking like an emo kid.

i was mum for half a day. the lil boy's so adorable. (: seweeeet. no, dnt want to be a mum yet.

B said i was getting a lil too emo in the afternoon when i voiced out a qus regarding to what happened ytd. well... that's not a biggie compared to what happened today. ):

his parents disapprove our r/s because of some reasons which am not going to say & with that, we both cried. i was sulking badly. Nevertheless, B told me things which made me feel better. we have 2 options which are gonna be carried out. only my best friends will know the two options coz i dnt see the point of typing it out. so yeah...

hunny never makes me feel like the world's falling even when it's really really falling.

B, i love you. so much...

-nics-

Labels: "i do not want to make a decision which is selfish to you."

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;