Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, June 25, 2007

i feel like a nerd.

when has school been interesting? once? twice or... maybe thrice, the most. the once, twice & thrice would be half days.. probably. Or, it could be a normal sch day but your teachers just didn't attend sch which resulted to an interesting day of yakings & scoldings from the teacher next door coz too much of noisy monkeys.

well, nevertheless, for the very first time, i decided to wake up early to prepare for sch today. there was something inside me which make me want to attend sch. i'll see hunny, probably, that's the only reason. OHOH , &... i get mum to drive me there (: . i-n-t-e-r-e-s-t-i-n-g!

that was the two things which made me look forward to the day. coz, i knew sch would be boring & i was too right that i saw people slapping their faces right down to the table while the teacher was teaching. who wouldn't sleep when the teacher reads word by word from the text?! i can study at home & i bet it'll be more effective than to have her stand at the white board writting everything the text has. making us make another textbook for... refrence? *frowns* i'm progressing, i think... i haven't slept in class the whole day except for the last period of chem whereby i couldn't hold myself any longer. believe it, i didn't sleep in the periods which i had the boring-est subjects in the whole entire time table.

Maybe, the reason i wasn't asleep was czoz i was talking to hunnyall the way. (: we were both disturbing each other like as if we have issues... urhm, we have. (: . tehehe.

After sch was the best coz we got to meet renessa darhling!~ At the airport. we haven't seen her for soooooo long that her hair grew so much longer *chuckles* i got pretty high on sugar i think which made me sing a hymn i used to sing when i was in 1st grade. i had that saong stuck into both their heads & they sang along as well. like idiots (: ... we laughed like maddies & that made me feel so myself.

tehe.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;